What is Easter 2014 for me? It is a proof of my weak will!
I was ruining whatever I achieved by eating like a vacuum cleaner from yesterday... I feel so bad about it, but I just couldn't stop... From now on I will start fighting again though... I will be drinking green and red tee till evening to cheat my stomach so it will feel full and from tomorrow I will come back to my regular diet... (Thanks God I was at least exercising normally, cos otherwise I would feel so so bad...)
Ok, it is Easter... I will forgive myself this last time, but from today onwards (from this exactly very moment onwards) I have to stick to the diet. No sugar, no meat, no extra carbohydrates... just vegetables, fruits, yogurts all day long. Don't get tricked I do eat a lot while I started my loose-belly-marathon, but I try to eat smart. I was thinking- 'if for two months I will get used to healthy food, I will not have SUCH A HUGE DESIRE for all this shitty junk food...' I could not be more wrong! From the moment I ate one piece of chocolate it just went as an avalanche- pizza, another chocolate and this and that... I was unstoppable...
Jeez, how is it possible even to put so much into such a tiny body?
But now I am coming back on track... just 6 weeks left before my trip home, when I have to fit in to very tiny dress and I promise to myself to stay focused from now on :)
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